Thursday, January 21, 2021

Journal Entry

 

January 21st, 2021

 

Quote: “Responsibility does not only lie with the leaders of our countries or with those who have been appointed or elected to do a particular job. It lies with each of us individually. Peace, for example, starts within each one of us. When we have inner peace, we can be at peace with those around us.” – Dalai Lama

 

Affirmation: There is strength in surrender- surrendering to that which is beyond my control. Thank you, Adriene Mishler.

 

Realization: It is never too late to start asking questions. The following is a shout out to National Youth Poet Laureate Amanda Gorman long may she be brave with her words of wisdom.

 

What’s all this talk about white people and brown people and black people?

 Talk, talk, talk all this about Cis and Transgender and Gay people? Lesbian and feminist people? 

What’s all this they have in common?

 

People.

 

Horton heard the Who correctly; A person’s a person…” (Shout out to Dr. Seuss)

 

What a person thinks, what a person does

Within the boundaries of law we are made up of

For the sake of freedom, in the name of love

We must not harm, must do no harm

And rise above the baser instinct of fear

 

We are here

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Monday, January 18, 2021

The Ignited States of America

 

Quote :"If we are to have another contest in the near future of our national existence, I predict that the dividing line will not be Mason and Dixon's but between patriotism and intelligence on the one side, and superstition, ambition, and ignorance on the other." Ulysses S. Grant

Affirmation: I am worthy of this space.

Realization: For the first time in history, a president has been impeached for a second time. For the first time in my lifetime, perhaps since the Civil War, the War Between the States, the hallowed hallmark of our form of government, a peaceful transfer of power, is being threatened with violence. 

Rather than face the facts of a free and fair election people would rather believe in lies and drag out all past regressions and failures to redress grievances of the people, all peoples of this country, and use them as justification for war.

 

The War Torn Ignited States of America.

 

Has a certain ring. 

Not a one the makers of

The Liberty Bell intended.

 

The alarm has been sounded. Am I late for the fight? 

Do I need to kill someone just to prove you are right?

 

Violence begets violence and forgiveness can bite?

Foreign enemies are making popcorn in preparation for the sight. 

No longer a game.

 

Where is our conscience America? Where has it gone? 

With the faces all twitting and insta-ramming on?

 

Thursday, January 14, 2021

"'Tis an unweeded garden that grows to seed..." Shakespeare

 

Quote: “The one small garden of a free gardener was all his need and due. Not a garden swollen to a realm. His own hands to use. Not the hands of others to command.” JRR Tolkien. The Two Towers

 

Affirmation: I am worthy of home, food, love.

 

Realization: Every day is a miracle. Today a misty dawn, this evening who knows what serene spectacular sunset may occur. The young do not stop to relish it for they are so busy making this thing we call “a living.”

 

Children intuit the wonder. Until they begin a cruel mockery of their elders by bullying each other with sadistic competitions. The sensitive tortured by the insensitive.

 

It is for us, we who have endured many winters of grinding ice, many summers of daunting heat, we the old who have achieved the wisdom of our age through sacrifice of that which is most sacred. Time. We must counsel the furious young to better futures not through fire and brimstone, but with the objective knowledge of seers.

 

Note the font of a glaring headline designed to snare your passion and harness your soul for the sole purpose of capturing and keeping your attention. To what end? To sell you useless soap which shall never rinse the stains of blood spilled in anger?

 

This talk of war is nothing short of evil. It threatens to destroy our time. It is vain. We talk of “taking”  more and more. We speak less and less of “giving” and “sharing.” More I, Me, Mine. Less US. How has the progress of the last one hundred years backed half the population into this corner? A corner out of which they feel the need to fight? This division is running deeper than just politics. The soul of our nation hangs in the balance.

Tuesday, January 12, 2021

What is Wrong with You?

 

Five little words I usually never said as a young, impressionable man when someone uttered a bigoted remark in my presence. Mistakenly I thought peace meant the absence of conflict. And conflict was always preceded by vocal disagreement. This would inevitably escalate into physical violence. So I was a quiet kid. Never objecting to the insults and lies of crazy old men. Never agreeing with them either.

 

Older men infecting young me with hate was not the totality of my life’s experience. When I found myself surrounded by people who knew better I felt safe and secure. I saw the bigot as an outcast. A malcontent living on the fringes of society and no real threat. He based his prejudice and bigotry on no tangible evidence I could corroborate in my life experience.. A life lived in many worlds with all kinds of different people.

 

I was wrong. Silence is not the way to combat that kind of hate. What I did not understand was that those individuals spewing vitriol were seeking validation. And that with my silence I was giving it to them. My silences made me complicit. Now these folks are talking war.

 

Violence has erupted and more is being planned. “You say you want a revolution, well ya know, we all want to change the world,” John Lennon said. We all want to see change. Change for the better. “But when you talk about destruction don't you know that you can count me out.” Destruction is not better. It is not good. Lies upon lies beget more lies to justify still more lies.The people who won office on the promise they are going to change government now want to destroy it.

 

Everybody is lying. Nobody telling the truth. 

Rioters and police dying under the Capitol roof. 

In the house of democracy, Insurrectionists made themselves at home. 

Blood stained our Constitution under the Capitol dome.

 

For a lot of people supporting the former administration there was a line crossed on January 6th, 2021. It’s a line we never should have come to in an era of enlightenment. This is what happens when good people do nothing. When we sit in silence afraid of the violence which might ensue by calling people out. Shame on me.

 

Especially shame on those who continue after January 6th, 2021 to support, endorse, defend or otherwise encourage this menace. He has gone from ineffective to dangerous.

 

You can blame his inability to cope with the enormous complexity and demands of the office on the press, the Democrat’s, the Republicans, China, illegal immigrants, Iran all you want. The fact remains he had a full term’s worth of opportunity to effect positive change for all people, not just those who agree with him or are “loyal” to him. What he chose to do was cultivate and foment the very worst instincts of humanity in as combative and authoritarian a way as possible. He could not handle the press or the negative things said about him by anyone and took each and every criticism personally. He could not stand the heat or the consequences of ill-conceived or poorly executed policy. He would not take advice other than that which conformed to his own narrow world view. His game plan was flawed. He has been soundly defeated which in turn has let down the millions of people who believed in him.

 

And now they are angry and want to take it out on everyone with violence and hate. And all I can say, because I won’t be silent any longer, what is wrong with you?

Monday, January 11, 2021

Critical Thinking vs Cynicism

 

Quote: "Inside every cynical person is a disappointed idealist," George Carlin

 

Affirmation: Breath is my anchor. My anchor is my breath.

 

Realization: I think now it is the deep, dark, unrelenting cynicism of our age constantly embraced by so many which poses the most immediate threat to peace.

 

Joseph Pulitzer is reported to have said "A cynical, demagogic press will produce in time a people as base as itself." When and how does critical thinking morph into cynicism? How does one influence the other? Can faith be restored?