I've got the photos of my family arranged in front of me on my desk. There we can be together without argument or frustration. I miss my dad everyday. I have missed him my entire life. This is a photo of our parents long before any of us were born. I think they said it was Baltimore. I've always liked Baltimore. I even like the word. Baltimore, Baltimore, Baltimore. I like that Counting Crows song "Raining in Baltimore".
Depression
I fear, my dear
I’m sinking down
To a place that can’t be
Found
When you’re not around
I’m going down
Lower than low
That’s where I go
And why that is
I just don’t know
But when I’m alone
I feel so alone.
My mom still has the same brown eyes I first looked into as a baby in her arms. I really love visiting her and looking into those eyes. I makes me feel like I'm at home.
